White bread with mashed avocado, shepherd’s pie with some cucumber and tomato.
We had both grilled and smoked trout and garlicy potatoes for lunch.
Chocolate cheesecake and coffee.
Tea and a chocolate pastry.
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It feels so sad when you are with a group of people and realise that you are basically still all alone unless you aggressively fight your way into the conversation. Several times I found myself starting to tell a story or add something to the general conversation, only to quickly understand that I was basically talking to myself. After I had stopped talking in mid-sentence without anyone noticing for about three times, I gave up and didn’t talk at all. Don’t think anyone noticed that either.
Am I that uninteresting? Annoying? Or am I secretly unwanted in the company? I have no idea. But I felt unwanted and alone. Things just plummeted down to dark depths for me after that. It didn’t help that I was feeling quite sick again too.
At least the environment was pretty. And the food was good.
Oh, please don’t feel bad on yourself. I feel the same way too sometimes. It means, they didn’t share our interest. I tend to remind myself that my life is interesting than theirs. Cheer up!
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I liked the post and the way you have put it,don’t worry some people are like that
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In my opinion it reflects on the people you were with and not you. I just feel that when you are with a group of people everyone should be able to speak and be respected. I find it rude that they disregarded you when you spoke. I have actually seen this happen to many people, and it irks me every time. It’s just plain rude. Don’t ever feel like you are not worthy ❤️👍🏻
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Do not feel that way. Get to hear some music / watch some motivating movies. Hope that helps you .
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