[what I ate.] 25-31. March 2019

25. March

No pictures. Idk?!?!

26. March

Orange drinking skyr, coffee, some walnuts.

Spirulina lemon fruit bar.

Mashed potatoes with pork sauce and some salad.

27. March

Rye bread and a boiled egg.

Some marmalade candies.

Yuzu-lemon Calpis.

Minced meat soup with sour cream.

28. March

Omelette.

Some blood orange, plums and walnuts.

9 year anniversary dinner with hubby @ Haku. This was a sakura latte.

Sashimi.

My love ❤

I had a pork cutlet with salad. Hubby ate beef.

Dessert for me was plum wine jelly.

Hubby had a mathca pudding.

29. March

Strawberry-banana smoothie.

Soba and steamed broccoli.

Fried halloumi with rhubarb chutney and some salad.

Strawberries with yoghurt and coconut flakes.

30. March

Oatmeal-chocolate chip Questbar.

Mashed potatoes, roast pork, beetroot-spinach salad, some baked rhubarb.

Vana Tallinn liqueur, coffee and chocolate cheesecake.

Some orange.

31. March

“Sushi salad.”

A couple of pastries I shared with Kerttu.

Wakame-potato miso soup.

Seaweed snack.

Kohuke… 22. October 2017

 Coffee and sandwiches for breakfast

 Chocolate cheesecake. Yum!

 Coffee and nuts-seeds in dark chocolate

 Pelmeni with sour cream and some carrots

 I spent most of the day sleeping away my exhaustion. At some point my boyfriend came and dropped a small cat on top of me and straight into my heart. Apparently, about a month ago, some asshole had thrown several kittens all over the village. One kitten got dropped near our relative’s farm. Unfortunately, the dog scared the kitten, so it fled up a tree and then they couldn’t catch it for almost a month. The poor thing was so dirty, hungry and scared. Our relatives couldn’t keep her, so there was talk about a pet shelter, but these places only keep the cats a certain period and then put them to sleep. I felt really bad for the kitten, so I talked my boyfriend into taking her with us back to Tallinn and trying to find her a home there. He agreed, so now we have a small house guest. I named her Kohuke.

Sadness… 28. August 2016

 White bread with mashed avocado, shepherd’s pie with some cucumber and tomato.

 We had both grilled and smoked trout and garlicy potatoes for lunch.

 Chocolate cheesecake and coffee.

 Tea and a chocolate pastry.

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It feels so sad when you are with a group of people and realise that you are basically still all alone unless you aggressively fight your way into the conversation. Several times I found myself starting to tell a story or add something to the general conversation, only to quickly understand that I was basically talking to myself. After I had stopped talking in mid-sentence without anyone noticing for about three times, I gave up and didn’t talk at all. Don’t think anyone noticed that either.

Am I that uninteresting? Annoying? Or am I secretly unwanted in the company? I have no idea. But I felt unwanted and alone. Things just plummeted down to dark depths for me after that. It didn’t help that I was feeling quite sick again too.

At least the environment was pretty. And the food was good.

@ The Viking Village: